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..mindless..instrumental - promises - wiz khalifa..mindless.. by MyBlueBalloons
would never b fine
with just being known as
and ya wanna b like me
opened ears closed eyes
as the heaven's
lowest blue skies
deep hollow green
turning n2 honey and
time is running..running just 2 b
away from me
and now i can finally
see; breathe; believe
nobody wants me
like perfectly pitched diamonds
can u hear tha sirens
like tha roar of a
yet another tired tyrant
im dyin to
InternetI don’t know what I’m doing but I finally get it.Internet by DylanSeto
All the fake stuff I did for a better sound
I’m better now but I won’t be happy until I do all,
That’s why I’m writing instead of going out.
Pull back on the wordplay, there’s no scripts in life
That’s why most of us fail but I wanna set sail.
And for them to tell my tale when dead & I’m rotting
I’m not ganna live forever, or even make it to fifty.
What’s fifty grand to a motherfucker like me? Motivation.
Take a step back, Dylan, you don’t need that.
Put your soul in the clouds and make a connection
To the world ‘cause we need that. With the internet,
It’s all likes and favorites, all forgettable.
How many y’all will remember this shit?
.mad nights.instrumental - mad nights - Penacho Beats.mad nights. by MyBlueBalloons
hell's made me blind
with nothing more to find
except for more of your lies
why put me thru all of this
under lucifer's kiss
tha snake's abyss
tha only one who truly
knows how to hiss
listen, hit, or miss
time to call it quits
i could care less
about lightly biting those devilish lips
tha only way i
know how to exist
so how can i even try to
just to reminisce
HourglassI pull up my sleeves, and lay my head beneath my knees.Hourglass by melancholymourning
Another pack of cigarettes to burn out the mundane weeks.
I alight my flame and the cherry ignites, as I
Begin to notice the slight palate of fiber glass with each breath.
The faint taste of cowboy killers are seeming dilute and supine.
Yet, the eerie smoke still engulfs in my vacant mind.
I find that the comfort of the kindle quickly fades and reduces to ash.
This nicotine high is insubstantial to blocking out
My imbalanced neurotransmitters that are leaking too much serotonin.
I believe a pretentious narcissistic lives in every soul.
And I too, will stay in my labyrinth with enigmas eating at my bones.
While you sleep I lay in bed next to your frame and gently weep.
With the November leaves, I feel my anticipation and courage
for each and all ambitions, desires, and aspirations crumble beneath my feet.
Without such endurance, my longings will seep within an hourglass
That drains each grain of sand with no remorse.
And like the s
My Name is ChaosYou're lost at sea in miseryMy Name is Chaos by Johnny-Ether
You only live twice peacefully
Crepuscular cyst drains you out
Fever in a wine bottle
But don't you see that it's only me
That confuses the downs blissfully
You're lost in space with the human race
And you're blanking out in the wrong place
This hypothetical abyss is making you feel ill
Skeptics pass by against their will
They've justified their pessimistic selves
And your wit is as wet as the marsh
But can't you see that it's only me
That's been driven by complacency
These sadists torn up our liberty
We fought back inadvertently
I channeled the signals
But we only heard static
Close by without a sound
Where have you been?