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..my one above..'restart' by Rdsmc_..my one above.. by MyBlueBalloons
just smokin with my crew
doin what we do..
tha minutes i flew
& i just need a few
more..my mind's gettin sore
always thinkin about myself
like im just a whore
& his smile makes me melt
if u're feelin me
then u know how i felt
my entire world torn
& no one's there 2 help
a dream i cant seem 2 sell
my house of cards already fell
& i hate tha hand i was dealt
hypnotized; mesmerized by
ur kisses casting spells
ur wishes i can tell
EmptyTake another drink now; let’s forget how to be soberEmpty by xxdraxx
So I could throw up memories too painful to remember
There are no rules or regulations when you’re minds on the far side
We drown our demons in bottles and throw them to the night.
Drink enough and I’ll do something I’ll regret.
Send her a text and maybe we’ll wake in bed.
This next line won’t rhyme – it’s just you
‘Cause the only thing up in my mind is just you.
Okay, that was lame, see when I think of you
I get lost for words and all I spit is turd or worst,
I choke, when I’m depressed you’re someone I used to run to but
Now it’s all empty.
Fuck it I got more to say before my mind fades away,
I wonder what’ll be first, my life or your damn face,
You’re eyes, nose and lips, you were my sun.
So could you serenade this one time and become my gun?
Never mind, get me another round, so I could bleed out the sound
Of your voice, Am I drunk in love? Of cour
My Name is ChaosYou're lost at sea in miseryMy Name is Chaos by Johnny-Ether
You only live twice peacefully
Crepuscular cyst drains you out
Fever in a wine bottle
But don't you see that it's only me
That confuses the downs blissfully
You're lost in space with the human race
And you're blanking out in the wrong place
This hypothetical abyss is making you feel ill
Skeptics pass by against their will
They've justified their pessimistic selves
And your wit is as wet as the marsh
But can't you see that it's only me
That's been driven by complacency
These sadists torn up our liberty
We fought back inadvertently
I channeled the signals
But we only heard static
Close by without a sound
Where have you been?